Buoy Don’t Float

I say drifting–I’m kind of just waiting for interesting things to happen even when I know they won’t arrive on their own.

Been at home working on BrainFall, and brushing up on a lot of reading and web apps. It’s productive to a certain degree, but not much money is coming out of anything, making it hard to measure that productivity.

Drinking lots and hanging out in Hollywood. Saw an amazing Jimmy Gnecco and MSTRKRFT/Steve Aoki show.

Been super broke because the credit card debt is really spiraling up quickly. People weren’t kidding when they advised me to be careful. So, been bumming around everywhere without much company. Makes the break pretty boring so far. There have been intriguing highlights, but nothing thats really enlightened me.

Playing some piano and I’m enjoying some depressing songs. Happy songs just aren’t fun to play.

Editors - Well Worn Hand
“I don’t want to go out on my own anymore.
I don’t want to face the night like I used to before.
I’m so sorry, for the things that I’ve done.
I’m so sorry, for what we’ve all become.”

That’s pretty much how I’m feeling. Whether the music came first or after is what I’m wondering now.