Buoy Don’t Float

Things have been complicated. Too much to do, too little time. As a result, everything just gets jumbled up in my head.

Have done some fun things lately, which keeps me sane. Went camping over Spring Break. Was super fun. Had “Forties in the Forest” where i found that my alcohol tolerance doesn’t go beyond one ‘fortie.’ Damn you alcohol poisoning! Did a lot of sightseeing and good time having. Although in the end, I feel like I was the only one who really enjoyed it. The only one who enjoyed the great outdoors, the rain, the smores, and all the hardships of not having a stove, bath, and dry place. Plus, I got to listen to plenty of new music. Newest great find: Melody Club–a band from sweden.

Also got to hang out with high school friends over break. Always chill. Ted is going crazy as always, and his ideas change too fast so lets not get into them. Let’s just say he loves studying. Genie is cool; we hookah’d together and it came out to be a 50$ tab. Got some good catching up in though; I miss her spunk. Bevan, David, Tom, Tyler, Edwin are for the most part, the same. Good times.

Doing the worst I’ve ever done in school. Hoping this will at least change my perspective on life; if not, I’ll be motivated to do better right? I’ve always earned the good grades because that’s how I define myself, let’s see how that changes.

Got a speeding ticket valued at $400. The stupid cop wrote me up for doing 75 on a 70…no joke. Not to mention that he tacked on an expired driver’s license and threatened to tow my car. Never been so angry in a while. Smoked a few good cigarettes from that ordeal.

Set design is taking off and finally nearing an end. My passion has been waning as reliable help is hard to find and the rain dampens our spirits. But it finally looks like it’s coming together. After lots of setbacks and surprises. Biggest of them being when Fari–landlord–visited to see me hammering. I shitted right there. She got angry. and still is. Worried about her using my security deposit on the grounds that I damaged the hardwood floor with the lumber. (BTW I hate her, shes too slow and stupid to talk to that you just get frustrated and concede. She could convince Jesus to not save the world.) If she takes that I’m fucked. She also took the house away from those who were planning to stay another year. This really makes me feel guilty. Honestly though, I wish they had told me that Fari was coming that day so that I could clean up my mess. Bad foresight on their part, and well…I admit: I’m at fault. Let’s just pray nothing bigger becomes of it.

Going to CHINA! This summer. Oh! and I get to stop in Vietnam. Some good news for once. Sad thing is that I wont be able to afford it without asking parents, which I loathe incredibly right now and probably through summer. They complain about giving me money, thinking that they’ve spoiled me in the past. So not true. Planning to survive this last month of school living frugally–on the comparison of a Mike Kendall. Hopefully, I can make some money off of parties and selling my belongings on eBay too.

Ok, thats a long update! Wish I’ve been updating more so I can be in more depth. Ah, what deep shit!